eddy Johnson has a clear fantasy for what he’s going to do the day the pandemic is “over” – whatever that day might look like, and whenever it may be.
He’s banking on the day being sunny, perhaps the temperature of early summer. “I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me)” by Whitney Houston will be playing everywhere – on the streets of New York City, where he lives; on the subway; and definitely in the club where Johnson will gather with all his friends. He will wear a cropped white tank top with speckles of paint all over it with his favourite pair of tight bell-bottoms and stunner sunglasses.
“I can’t wait to dance with my friends,” Johnson, 28, says over the phone from his apartment in Manhattan. It won’t erase the pain of last year, which was compounded for Johnson by the loss of his job, but the dance floor fantasy is soothing – something to look forward to.
“Dancing is as important to me as water,” he says. “Thinking about getting on a dance floor with the people I love is getting me through this stay-at-home life.”
Johnson’s fantasy may seem premature – most of us won’t be rushing back to a crowded dance floor, no matter how much we miss it – but experts say fantasising, forward thinking and using one’s imagination are powerful tools for getting people through difficult times.
With the winter’s end nowhere in sight, with coronavirus cases and deaths still high (and a new variant at large that’s more transmissible), and with the Capitol breached and American democracy seemingly hanging in the balance, people have a need to look ahead to the parties they’ll host, the hugs they’ll give and receive, the conversations they’ll have, and the trips they’ll take once it’s safe.
“The important thing about imagination is that it gives you optimism,” says Martin Seligman, a professor of psychology at the University of Pennsylvania and director of the Positive Psychology Centre there.
His work is dedicated to studying human agency, which is predicated on efficacy, optimism and imagination. (When Seligman was president of the American Psychological Association in 1998, he pushed for moving away “from focusing on what’s wrong to what makes life worth living”.)
The hours spent fantasising and daydreaming about future plans are valuable, Seligman says. They allow people to escape routine and cultivate hope and resilience. Imagination also helps people live a “good life,” which Seligman has found is greatly influenced by positive thinking, emotion, engagement, relationships, meaning and accomplishments – or what he calls Perma.
“Imagining the future – we call this skill prospection – and prospection is subserved by a set of brain circuits that juxtapose time and space and get you imagining things well and beyond the here and now,” Seligman says. “The essence of resilience about the future is: how good a prospector are you?”
And that’s the case regardless of whether one’s imaginings of the future are over the top and unbelievable, or seemingly mundane.
Gabriela Aguilar, 27, a mother of two who runs an Etsy shop of homemade goods, says the thing she is looking forward to the most is taking her children to a playground. The Zilker Park playground in Austin, Texas, is her ultimate fantasy.
Aguilar’s family moved from Houston to Austin in 2020, and her children have not been able to play with other children since they got there.
“I feel bad when we go on walks and I see other kids,” Aguilar says. “They want to play and have fun and just be kids, but there’s this awkwardness of us pulling our kids apart and not letting that happen.”
Rachel Syme, who writes about fashion, style and culture for The New Yorker, says she and her friend Avery Trufelman, who hosts The Cut podcast, have been talking about throwing a party once it’s safe to do so. The party will be called The After Party.
“We can wear the outfits we did not get to this year – no outfit too over the top, no rules,” she says in an email. “Come in a velvet suit, come in a leotard, come in a ballgown. NO RULES.”
Imani Baucom, 29, a teacher, has been fantasising about taking a trip to the Dominican Republic to see a class of fifth graders she taught some seven years ago. They’ll be graduating from secondary school this spring.
Jordan Firstman, a television writer who has found some celebrity this year doing impersonations on Instagram, is fantasising about a day that kicks off with “a 20-person breakfast at a restaurant, indoors,” followed by an orgy, dinner, live theatre, a warehouse party and clubbing “until 6am,” he says. “Then we’ll go see Wicked at 8am because we didn’t get enough theatre the night before. We want more theatre.”
Outsize fantasies like these are, at their root, similar to simpler ones – a date, a cocktail, the ability to eavesdrop again – in that they are all expressions of an intense human need to connect.
“They are fantasising about what they’re missing right now,” says Deirdre Barrett, a psychologist who teaches at Harvard Medical School. “These daydreams serve as a substitute, which gives them some of the pleasure the real experience would.”
At a time in which many people have lost loved ones or are struggling to pay their bills, feed their families and hold on to their homes, fantasising about better times is not necessarily a given.
“We forget that imagination isn’t just about the positive,” says Peg O’Connor, a professor of ethics at Gustavus Adolphus College in Minnesota. “To always think of imagination as a good thing is a danger. A lot of people can’t imagine good, joyful, hopeful things because they are not able to or their lives have had so much difficulty that it feels foolhardy to.”
This is echoed by April Toure, a psychiatrist who specialises in working with children and adolescents at Maimonides Medical Centre in New York.
“Even though it’s not considered a core symptom of depression, the absence of hope is a common symptom,” Toure says. Future thinking, or “the imagination and belief that something better is coming”, is crucial to getting through hard times.
Holding on to hope, even about one simple, mundane thing can make a big difference, O’Connor says.
“I’m not daydreaming of big trips,” she says. “I can’t wait to hug my mum.”